Should i draw a yaoi ( shounen ai) or just normal Shōjo manga?

i want to start drawing manga and i have a few ideas in both cases.. i do like yaoi a lot bec ( although i love manga) anime girls sometimes annoy me because they seem 2 girly:D. anyway i was wondering which genre should i go with? the bad side of yaoi is that it is unthinkable in my country and not even one of my friends will look at it! it is forbidden and i belive drawing it is a sin 2 ( i am not phobic, i don't mind ity but i have to follow my religion). but still i am not the "good girl" so i might do it! what do u think?